I have one of those feelings today that nothing is correct; that my life is this crazy mess and none of it looks familiar from what I dreamed it to be. I have one of those feelings today that make me sick to my stomach and it almost hurts to breathe because it's a reminder that I'm still in reality. Today I want to be asleep, because fiction feels better than right now. It is one of those days where ANYTHING would feel better than right now. I don't know what else to say, but I think Christina Perri say's it best in The Lonely, so I'm going to try to include that in here. I'm a little annoyed with myself that this couldn't be more positive, but I'm not happy right now and I need my outlet, so bare with me... Maybe next time it will be better... And happy.
What a powerful and emotional song, Nini. Sorry it's been a rough day, but I'm glad you are using this outlet. Like you said, writing is therapeutic, and I know it helps me regularly. So keep writing, sis. I love reading your posts.
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